The time now is 11.08p.m

In few hours time, i will be in school heading to KL for learning journey (: Gotta reach school by 6.45am.so tired. Now i can see how Malaysia looks like. Believe it or not, I've never been the Malaysia. The learning journey is amazingly my first time. party time.

I know you will miss me.
:D

I'm a happy person today!
Results rocked, yeah.
Don't know about the others thought, like
HISTORY.

SINGAPORE YOU ROCK (:
youth olympic games!

first of all,
I'm so sorry that i didn't give you all Valentine's day gift. I'm so so sorry. And really thank you for those who gave me. ):
I feel so bad.
I'm gonna spend my angpao money to buy presents for the people i owe.
:D

Valentine's was fun in the morning, all the presents and stuffs. But valentine's day was so sad for me. First, i celebrated it with my favourite atoms and molecules by having a test. Then something terrible happened in the morning, which got me down for the whole day. I was really tired, because of yesterday when i was so stressed out which lead to a throbbing headache. I had a headache throughout the maths extra lesson so i got my mum to fetch me from school. I couldn't sleep when i went home because i had to do my tuition homework before going for the most dreaded chinese tuition. I gotta revise for maths later.
I want to get through all these stuffs, and maybe have a happy day.

one side of me is really happy;
but whenever i think of whatever you said,
it makes me all confused.
what should i do?


just what did i do?
why did you do that;
treating me like i'm invisible.
you know how much it actually hurts?
but really, what can i do?
maybe, just be miserable for the day.

Maybe next year's Valentines day will be better.
I hope.



I miss you so much.
come on, say something.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, LOVE
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i love you people.♥

I LOVE ATOMS AND MOLECULES.

I really got to go study my science.
For whatever tests that's coming up.
Chinese new year is overr ):


Movin' on, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side

when you look me in the eyes

if only i had the guts.

OH NO.
CHINESE COMPO!!

i need inspiration.

I'm feeling worse than before.
It took up so much of my courage just to do that.
I end up feeling so dejected.
Damn.

Yucks hate all these stuffs.


what more do you want?

My god,
what the hell is happening.

We weren't even fighting.
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
Why must this always happen. This is killing me.
What did I do? Why must things turn out this way again. Why me? Why is it happening at the same time? Why is it hapenning over and over again.
I look at my archives, I'm so damn happy we got through everything, but now everything's coming back. I miss you so much. So much so much. I may look happy, but can't you see how i actually feel? Whenever i see you, i just feel like crying. I cried that day, after school, i couldn't take it any longer.

I don't want history repeating itself, again and again.
why me, i ask myself over and over.

I tell you what, I dont want these things happening again. I hate it. So i am going to step up and do something for the sake of our friendship. You may not want to see me, you may not want to talk to me, but I'm telling you, I will resolve this matter.




I'm getting so affected by every single thing that goes wrong. Now that tests are here, i really want to concentrate and study. Especially when 2 friendship stuffs are going wrong. It's too much for me to take and i just get all unhappy.
what a bad day.

I'M MISSING YOU.
i am feeling awful